18/6/2012 Monday in 2012

So today I started reading Dearly Devoted Dexter. Of course it is nothing like the second season of Dexter which I hope will be a good thing because all the time while reading the first book I was afraid that already being aware of the twist was impairing my ability to accurately judge the story so now I'll see this series far what it really is. I decided that after I finish it (which should be on Wednesday) I am as unenthusiastic about the series like when I finished Darkly Dreaming Dexter then I'm not gonna continue. I'm afraid that might be the case which is a pity because I was looking for a good long series of books. Anyway this weekend they and the Liberts will be going to Oma's house. I decided that I'm not gonna go but I haven't told her that yet even though she asked today but I kinda wiggled out of answering her. Today I made them sandwiches. Tomorrow my dish will be a lot more complicated. A stew and salad. Originally she only asked me to make the stew but then I overheard them talking and she said they would make the salad tomorrow also so I asked how are they gonna make it and basically I'm making that also. Also good news - tomorrow he'll be going back to work which means finally I'll have my day back when I know that this is my private time without worrying that he might come in at any second. That sort of happened today when I was busy reading a rather interesting bdsm story when suddenly the door was unlocking. Needles to say that it spoiled the whole mood and was a complete interruption. But at least now that nuisance will be over, for now at least because God knows what tomorrow might bring. Today I'm not gonna watch Army of Darkness even though there's nothing good on the TV. Yesterday I just went to bed so late that I felt really tired through out the day. I've been feeling really bad these days. Usually summer brought the semi-good days but apparently that's not the case here. That's part of the reason why I'm not going, I just don't want to make scenes or be on the edge the entire time. That's just really best for everyone. I guess then I'll have to make cake again.