God, I woke up 4am and now its 5.37 and its all because of my stomach. Why did she have to buy me so many chips? Didn't she know I have like no impulse control and I would eat them all at once? I don't know how I'll make it through the day with only 6 hours of sleep. Also yesterday I kind of just watched TV and no My Family episodes.
Ate one single sandwhich, rice, chips and potatoes. Mood: -2.
Still not dead, but getting there.
So I just kept updating The Playlist on youtube.com with some of the songs that were on my computer. Added like a hundred or so songs but then what do you know - it turns out there can be only 200 videos max on it. Well this sucks. No one said anything about this before. So then I renamed it The Playlist 1 and created The Playlist 2 so may be this will still work.
OMG it's snowing! I mean like REALLY snowing with huge flakes and everything. I've been waiting for this kind of snow all winter.
Today I continued reading Petals on the Wind. In the morning I was feeling kind of tired and doubted that I would do much reading, but in the end I pulled through. I read to page 153 which amounts to 35% of the book. This book just keeps getting grosser.
I think I'll watch Seven tonight.
She hasn't eaten that one single miserable raffaello and there are some spring onion chips left and its all lying in her room. I swear she is purposely trying to tease and tempt me by adding more to my torment. Why must it be so hard to be good. I wish I could just ignore them completely. Also the weather is just awful, it snowed so beautifully but its now all + degrees so it's all gonna go away. This just sucks, if you ignore the bone chilling cold we didn't have a real winter this year. And tonight for the the first time in months I used my horse blanket so I guess it is really getting warmer.
So now I'm bored with nothing to do, tired and hungry. All through the day I only ate one sandwich and now my stomach is growling. I know I should make something but every time I think about food I really don't want anything.
So when I yet again went in her room I saw that the cherry queen candies were open so I took one (she offered me one before so technically that's not wrong). Now I feel kind of weird. I should really eat something.
I put some rice on and now they're boiling. I'm feeling really depressed now. So the rice was ok, not perfect but it will do.
i called her and said something about salt and ketchup, but most importantly I complained about her leaving the chips in such visible place to tempt me. She said I could eat them if I wanted to and so I did. Checked the news again for God knows which time just to hear more opinions about the referendum. I have this strange feeling that all this is just the beginning of something bigger, like a huge snow-ball that keeps building and will soon come our way whether we like it or not.
Now I'm just again sitting here bored and with nothing to do, but at least I'm no longer hungry to still kind of sleepy. I don't know, maybe if I'm too tired this evening I'll watch the movie tomorrow.
It's like 19.29 now, she's home finally and brought the parasite with her (???). Since I don't feel far too sleepy I'll watch the movie tonight. Lord knows there is nothing better to watch.
Just finished watching Seven. It was better than I remember when I last watched it. END OF ENTRY.
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