First woke up at something like 7 but eventually at 9.30 so that makes for some 10 hours of sleep. Yesterday she told me that she would put away the laundry, but forgot and at the end of the day she asked if I could do it. That made me kind of angry because before when it became apparent that she wouldn't do it I decided do it instead as a selfless act, but now that she asked me it's no longer that and now I'm just doing it because she asked me.
Today I ate fried eggs and potatoes. Mood: -2.
OK, Cathy is just a complete dumbass. So today I continued reading Petals on the Wind. I read to page 231 which amounts to 53% of the book. I must say that the story does seem to get better. It might even be good provided that Cathy actually changes and grows up as a character because right now she, for all intents and purposes, is a juvenile character.
So I put away the laundry after I finished reading and had some uncomfortable thoughts after that.
Just for curiosity's sake I took a depression test online and it said 'Severe Depression'. At the end it had 52+ (or was it 54?) and my result was 62. I thought more about work today. On one hand maybe its better that the state of things remain as they are, on the other - money. It would just be better if I could get what I want without her comments or opinions or having to worry myself about being in essence a burden on her. Even a relatively small amount could ease my soul more. Now the state of things just sucks. And with winter coming to an end things are not gonna get better. I don't know if I mentioned it before but over at goodreads.com in the 2012 challenge I wrote my desired goal of 48 books (4 every month) for this year thought I fear I might have, how do I put this, screamed before jumping cause when the spring comes I fear I might abandon my reading as it is nearly always the worst time for me through out the year. I guess all I can do is hope for the best. Also tomorrow is Lindsay's court date. Last time I said that if she has yet again done everything right then I'm not going to watch because it's just boring, so this time... I don't know, there have been a lot of news about her back to her old tricks so I guess I'll just have to see tomorrow if there are any news about her progress report. That will finally show what is true and what is not. If so then March 29 ends her probation. I honestly never thought she would even get this far.
So I just finished eating potatoes and drinking tea. Today I'm going to watch Beetlejuice. I thought about this movie before, but never got around to actually watch so today I had a sudden desire to see and so I shall do.
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