Woke up at 9.30 am or something close to that. Still bleeding. Still not dead. Overall slept some10.5 hours. Got up at 10 cause I was really hungry. Then bugged Iveta to make me garlic-bread. Woke up once during the night sometimes around dawn which I think is around 8am now and had a little sf but felt really unsatisfied.
Total food eaten: garlic-bread, potatoes, chips
Already feeling depressed. Utterly miserable. Mood: -2
Had garlic-bread and tea for breakfast while watching a Angry Joe video. Based on the grade I thought it would be a rant, but I was disappointed.
What worries me is how weird this week has felt. It's like after nearly a month of him being here I have gotten used to the parasite and the before seems strange. I feel that I should work harder to try and fix this situation but it seems she isn't interested no matter how ridiculous it all is. This just seems so hopeless, just when I had finally achieved some kind of peace she has to wreck everything by getting a new parasite. Sometimes I think she's just screwing with me on purpose.
My resolve to be more religious is not doing so well, maybe next week will be better.
And still nothing about the job. This really is not going as I had hoped it would. :(
So now I'm sitting here and kind of bored with nothing in particular to do. I hope this means my reading will be better Monday. And I hope she'll go to the store and among other things buy some chips or something though I don't know what I would watch while eating them. Feeling less miserable at this point. I hope the praying helped.
Played Minecraft for a while after watching again that flash movie about minecraft chickens. It's okay but the truth is it's kind of difficult to actually make something interesting. I began work on a sort of castle but I don't know if I will finish working on it. As of this moment no one has yet gone to the store.
Now she's making potatoes. I'll watch the Nostalgia Critic Dungeons and Dragons review. Last time when I watched it it gave inspiration for my story, maybe it will do so this time. Though I did plan to watch it while eating chips instead.
The potatoes were terrible. Might as well not have made them at all.
So tonight I'll just watch TV. She bought the chips. Tomorrow I'll watch Dexter whether it's sunny or cloudy cause Lord knows there's nothing better to do until Monday when I'll start reading Flowers in the Attic. END OF ENTRY.
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