Coping With Frustration in A Caregiver's Day

The Harvest Moon is shining and I wanted to be outside tonight but I’ve only peeked at it. I’m a nervous mess because I am frustrated with caring for Glenn. I want so badly for things to improve for him but stuff keeps happening to him. Take the fall for instance. He walked fine from the car, up the ramp and on to the porch. He sat down and smoke a cigarette. He got up and it made him dizzy resulting in a horrible fall. The frustration is eating me alive. I gave up and mowed some of the lawn. ANYTHING TO BE ACCOMPLISHING something. I am failing to keep him safe and well and my stomach is in knots Tonite.