Him part 2 in Stories of my life... literally

So moving on to high school, my boyfriend (Josh) and I had sex and everything and we were okay but we both held something back and it just felt boring for us or like we weren’t completely open with each other. We had a small problem with another girl. Her name was Callie. He and her were “best friends” and at the time I didn’t care who he was talking to and didn’t even bother looking at his phone or anything but then i saw something weird and then i started checking his phone and any device to see if i saw anything suspicious. One day he left me in his house alone. I used his laptop(mac) and i saw a screen recording of a facetime call with Callie. There was no sound but It was an actual recording of a facetime through computer so I watched it and i could tell that they flirted and she used to lick her boobs in front of him and he would smile and laugh and reveal his abs and lower stomach but above his penis. I was so angry and confronted him about it and told him that he could no longer be friends with her. And me and my friends told her to stay away from him. Even after that we just weren’t happy/bored and so after after being together for 2 years we broke up. We missed each other so much after a few weeks and made up. It was the first time I ever saw him cry and our first real emotional connection. Fast forward to about a year and a half later, it was around January of our Junior year and he was beginning to act different. He got distant and it felt off. I asked him if he still loved me and if he still wanted to be together and he said he loved me but didn’t know if he still wanted to be together. I told him to gather his thoughts and really think about it and let me know in a few days. A few days later he said he wanted to break up.