Loveless loving in My life behind a screen

“Love yourself before loving someone”
It seemed unnecessary.
I loved him even though I hated myself.
Feeling ugly, needing constant reminders of his love, insecurities and accusations.

Now he doesn’t love me.

I felt loved, up until I started acting crazy
I thought he understood me.
I thought he’d love ‘unconditionally’.
I guess some conditions are too unbearable to ignore.
Now, I hate myself even more for being unlovable
There’s no reason to try loving again
I give up
No more loveless loving
-mpule11

Last updated September 18, 2020