i’ve finally quit those shitty safety behaviours i use to avoid preparing for graduate school. i think the marijuana and sex addiction was something i finally got out of my system, at least for another month or so. i usually binge on those things for a week or so, completely losing myself, before i dig myself out. this time was terrible, i think i got 1-3 hours of sleep per night, i was either high or out with someone new.
but i’ve thrown away the last of my weed stash and blocked a few #. i know i can find my footing again. i need to focus on school and stop wasting time on these shitty instant gratification rewards.
i need some rest. when i wake up, i’ll continue studying for my GREs.
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