Leaking Spinal Fluids and Freezer Burn in General Mental Anesthesia

Revised: 08/26/2017 2:05 p.m.

  • July 22, 2017, 8:11 p.m.
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That pretty much sums up my day.

My regulars know of my current battle with Ulcerative Colitis and the financial restrictions that have thus far prevented me from being able to get well and heal, but I also have severe back injuries that I contend with daily.

I mentioned this in my first entry here on PB.

I have L4, L5 — L5, S1 & T9 herniated discs, C7 compressed disc, spinal stenosis and damage to my C1 & Atlas vertebrae) which causes me daily pain (sometimes absolutely excruciating (a few times a month where it requires medication (pain killers / muscle relaxers)) and is exacerbated by not being able to stretch, exercise and having to stay in bed). In fact, on March 18th 2014 when I first injured my back, I died (literally (twice in fact)) when I was in the emergency room.

I should probably take meds for it more frequently so I don’t have to suffer as much, but I just deal with it.

I have gone through and tried seeing a chiropractor and did a lot of physical therapy over the course of about 6 months (sometimes aggressively) but in the end, none of it helped. An hour after treatment (or less) all the pain came back.

They even used the advanced Atlas Orthogonal Chiropractic machine that blasts sound waves into the base of the skull to adjust areas that are too risky to manipulate otherwise. I had this done three times to no effect.

Here’s what that machine looks like
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These are some of the medieval looking tools used on me, and the result. (And this is treating my middle back, not my lower (which is the more severe injury)).
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I had a decent heating pad that cost me $50.00 but that broke a few months ago. Heat usually has better results for me than ice, but I often interchange them.

Now, my middle to upper back CONSTANTLY hurts! I never ever have relief in that area, but it’s my lower back (L4, L5, L5, S1) that is more concerning. When that area flares up (as mentioned above) a few times per/month, I actually have ptsd over it. I get anxious, stressed out and nervous, I get heart palpitations, my breathing becomes shallow and increases, because I know that pain is intolerable if it worsens (to the point where I’ll be paralyzed) I will literally be screaming and crying in agonizing pain, just as I was the day I died. Now, I am known to have a very high tolerance for pain and I don’t like to take pain killers; if I say that my pain on a scale of 1 - 10 is a 6 to most people that would be a 10. At the moment, I’m at 7.5. On a daily basis, I’m at or around a 4 on my pain scale.

So I got a large ice pack and put it against my shirt and wedged it there with a pillow as I tried to lay down, but I’m in so much pain I can’t get into any position that relieves it, even a little. As I struggled and writhed around, my shirt rode up exposing my skin to the ice pack. Shocked me at first, but the direct cold felt good, so I just left it.

As I continued to squirm the more my shirt rose up and I never bothered to pull it back down. After about a half hour, my back felt weird. I moved the ice pack away and touched the area it was on…

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I have a bad ice pack burn (like frostbite) on my back. It is completely numb, feels leathery to the touch, and very swollen; no pins ‘n needles or feeling at all (though my herniated discs are still spasming and hurt extremely bad, especially down my hip and right leg.

I took a shower, though I can barely stand in water approximately 105 degrees by estimation. (which is what the interweb recommends). I Stayed there for about 20 mins, a couple of blisters have appeared, it’s bad, and now I’m here writing. Soon I’ll be repeating that step hoping to get some feeling back (even though it will be painful) because if I don’t, I’ll have to go to the emergency room, hoping to save the skin.

I am not a happy camper…

:’(

ADDENDUM: * The next three days were very difficult and worrisome. I took several showers a day (approx 105 degrees) The area did blister up, but eventually the numbness gave way to pain (which meant no permanent damage). It took 12 days for most of the swelling to go down and another week before the area went back to normal. *

Story Continued: Latest Update on My Health


Last updated August 26, 2017


Marg July 23, 2017

OMG that looks and sounds like absolute torture! I can't imagine how you're putting up with that - though I realise you don't have a lot of choice! It's just awful when you KNOW you just don't have that resilience to put up with one more minute of the suffering - but have to anyway. It can completely wear you down into the ground. Hope you managed to save yourself a trip to the Emergency Room in the end.

Exhumed By Scrying Eyes Marg ⋅ July 24, 2017

So far, but I may have to go in for my back anyhow, if not for another medical emergency as things will only continue to get worse since I can't take care of myself. :(

Where's Jack Kevorkian when you need him? Oh yeah... dead. Lucky bastard!

Marg Exhumed By Scrying Eyes ⋅ July 25, 2017

So then what happens when you do go in? Are you automatically admitted to hospital?

Exhumed By Scrying Eyes Marg ⋅ July 25, 2017

I always fight going to a hospital. You're treated like garbage here in the states if you are uninsured. If I went in, they'd just drug me up, send me home and bill me a few thousand dollars. If I was forced to go in because things were to that point (which for me is beyond measure) hospitals do everything in their power not to admit you (unless you have insurance) then they treat you like a human being.

When I first injured my back as stated in this entry, I was literally screaming and crying if I moved as little as a centimeter from about 8am to the afternoon sometime when I died.

Without getting into too much detail, part of the reason I died is because the hospital wouldn't admit me. They were forcing me to sit and stand and walk (which I couldn't do of course). A Dr was holding me up under one arm, a nurse under the other... I'm screaming and crying in agonizing pain and then I died. It wasn't until I died, that they admitted me.

So, why were they forcing me to stand and walk etc...? Because they were releasing me from the hospital. Screaming, crying, unable to move, they were going to send me home. That's what happens when you go to the hospital (and I went in by ambulance) here in America when you're not insured.

This country used to care about it's people, nowadays... if you're wealthy, you're healthy, if you're poor, you're shown the door. That's a very pedestrian way of saying if you don't have a lot of money, if you're sick, have a disease or injury... you might as well kill yourself because there is no 'care' in healthcare in the united states of america anymore.

Marg Exhumed By Scrying Eyes ⋅ July 26, 2017

I remember you writing about that. It's just disgusting. I can't understand how they square it with their ethics as a medical profession i.e. 'do no harm'. It's nothing short of murder.

Exhumed By Scrying Eyes Marg ⋅ July 27, 2017

You'll be hard pressed to find a Dr. in 2017 that understands the definition of 'ethics' or 'morals'.

Marg Exhumed By Scrying Eyes ⋅ July 28, 2017

Sounds like it!

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