Binging on Graham Crackers in Public

I don’t know wtf is wrong with me. I keep eating graham crackers. Anything the least bit sweet and I’m eating it. I need to have zero food in my house and no money and have healthy portioned food delivered to me three times a day. That way I wouldn’t be able to just mindlessly eat. It’s like even as I’m eating, I’m already feeling bad and knowing I shouldn’t but I can’t seem to stop myself. As soon as Hubby leaves and I’m alone I just start thinking about what I can eat.