Balboa Park in Adult Friend Finder

I guess I no longer feel like I need to put dates in my titles because I’m done writing about things in the past. The truth is I’ve been really good lately. Not completely faithful to Jess, because I’m still seeing Golden Hill guy from time to time, but still I’m not being a complete whore like I had been.

But then last night happened. I was alone and decided to check my messages on AFF, something I do maybe once a week these days. Maybe not even that often. There was a message there from the guy I met up with a long time ago on Fiesta Island. There was nothing special or memorable about our first experience, in fact I remember thinking that I’d really never want to see him again. But after I read his message I saw that he was online so I said hello.

After a tiny bit of small talk, he said, “want to meet up tonight and fuck?” I realize that 90% or more of girls would find such an offer total offensive and repulsive. I know my weird desire for random anonymous sex is eventually just really going to get me in trouble. But I read his message, smiled, and wrote back, “Sure.”

We talked about a meeting place and he suggested a restroom at Balboa Park. Ugh. Our last experience had also been in a public restroom. Before I could respond he wrote, “I’ve had sex there before, it’s not a bad spot.”

I asked if he went there often with girls and he denied it, just said he’d been there once before. There was a part of me that wanted to ask him about how many other girls he randomly fucks in restrooms, but that would be hypocritical of me. I was voluntarily agreeing to meet up with him, and how many other random guys have I had anonymous sex with? I can’t have a double standard.

So I went to the park. I wasn’t sure I would recognize him from last time, but I did. He pointed me to the restroom building and I asked if we were going into the men side or the women side. He said men because it’s much more socially acceptable (should we get caught) for a girl to be in the guy’s bathroom than vice versa, and I think he had a good point.

The restroom was deserted, which was good because there was a big Halloween event going on in the park, but way on the other side, and I thought there would be people around. We went into the bigger of the stalls. He immediately started talking off his pants, and out popped a very hard and very ready cock. Maybe I shouldn’t have been turned on by that, but I was. I pulled my pants down and he was inside of me right away.

We had very dispassionate and quick sex that lasted maybe a full minute. It was after he came inside of me that he said, “I hope that’s OK.” I shrugged.

Feeling a little shameful, I pulled my pants back up and we walked out. If I’m going to cheat on Jess it needs to be for something better than this.