ok so if anyone ever says Im gonna measure your uterus…dont believe them when they say it wont hurt.
When they want to do an endometriosis test and they say it wont hurt....dont believe them.
That shit hurt like a mother fucker. But I found out today that my biopsy was negative so surgery is a go for April 12th. I have exactly 3 weeks to rest and recover before Ashley has her breast reduction and I need to be there for her.
My weight loss had stalled but now it seems to be slowly moving again. In November I was 280ish(I remember getting on the scale and it reading 279 and I didnt want to get back on the scale so I estimated for months). Today when I got back on the scale it was 241, so almost 40 pounds.
I had been keeping my sugar under control with diet and exercise. But I have been really week lately so no exercise so its back over 100 every morning now. I am sure it will come down once I am well enough to walk again.
I was texting with my sister in law the other day and mentioned trying to get my house together before surgery and it went something like this:
Her: SURGERY?? What Surgery?(umm are you not on fb? have you not heard conversations we have had around the table?)
Me: Hysterectomy. I have been bleeding pretty much nonstop since October unless medicated.
Her: On I knew you were having Menstrual problems but is a hysterectomy really necessary?
I have a 3cm fibroid on my uterus and a huge cyst on my left over AND cysts on my cervix. Plus the fact that I was going through a ultra tampon and an overnight pad an hour. Yep I think its necessary. I made me want to stab her with a fork. I wish to god this was just some menstrual issues. I wish that I didnt have blood running down my leg every time I stand up unmediated. I wish that I hadnt ruined every set of sheets and panties that I own in the past 5 months. I wish I was well enough to get off my sofa and actually go to work. But no its just menstrual problems.

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