sacrifices in Tales of being me.

so im trying out this journal thing, because the thing is i love to write. i love it, yet i never do it. keeping myself down i suppose i am going to do it in the mornings during my 20 mins of extra sleep time, sacrifices we make to become better people. been a daily pot smoker for the last 12 or 13 years or so, going to try to give that up too..become some version of my best self. healthy…and happy.
i’m not really sure about anything else in life. some days are good. some days are bad. all days i’m just not sure about anything.
life is so different than what i had imagined. my imagination is pretty good though i guess. one of the terrifying things about not smoking weed before bed, is the dreams…god the dreams haunt me.
working on my business, i need to practice more, but i believe with discipline that will come as well. its to early to be writing shit, but here i am. half asleep. proud of myself for not procrastinating on day 1 as usual. it’s only going to be a short entry, but it’s an entry, and for that i am thankful.
thankful for a lot of things in life, but that is definitley an entry unto itself.
for now .... peace out, have a great day..
love & light <3