Sorta...I'm 6 days late. I just took a test and I SWEAR I saw a very faint extra line.
I've a got a back story for this.
Over the last 11 1/2 years I've had at least 3 miscarriages. I think it's been more but I'm convinced others were too soon to notice. One was TERRIBLE! Another was "basic"...don't know what else to call it and another I had BARELY tested and less than a week later it was gone. I even remember the day before it happened I was watching an episode of King of Queens and the girl miscarried and I immediately felt that it was going to happen to me.
For some time, whenever I'm asked if I want another baby, I answer " OH HELL NO"....It's a lie. I just don't want people to know I'm struggling with it. I don't ever want to hope for it and have it be taken again. And I'm feeling like I'm going to be disappointed in a matter of days.
I don't want to tell Goose anything yet either. I have a second test I can take probably on Sunday should I still have cause to do so. I'm never late like this though. Never more than a couple days. Usually I'm early...my boobs have been SO sore for the past 3 weeks. My migraines have minimized and my face exploded into a break out last week. I'm still obsessed with carbs and usually that means about to start but nothing so far.
So...idk. I desperately want to know and want to be pregnant. So here's to waiting a couple more days and hopefully having a reason to test and hopefully having my second child.
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