Being in a situation like this is just super weird to me. But it’s life, ya know.
He walked in two minutes after I last wrote. Was it worth fighting over? Hell no. I just feel lethargic at this point. I wrote out like 2 letters on paper. But why am I even continuing to put my energy into this....he’s clearly not. I know that if I stopped trying all together it would be a void on his end. That’s what always winds up pushing people to act like this and “care too much”, the fear of rejection or loss of love is heartbreaking. In a few months I hope I don’t feel the same as I do right now. I hope that I’m either at peace or in a better place, or that we are at a better place. Moving forward, that’s all that I can do.
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