I WANT A BOYFRIEND in A Day in the Life of Fahlein

I think its my whore-mones… Freakin hormones! I keep dreaming about a blonde guy with blue eyes whom I’ve never seen in my entire life. In my dreams he was making out with me. Its crazy. I wake up after and I feel so freakin sexual like if he was real Id really go vampire like bite his neck, his chin, his shouders.. Lol. God, when will I ever have a lovelife? Am I really supposed to die alone? I want to have a family. I want to have kids and raise them myself… I’ve dreamed of this my wholelife. 😟 But why havent I found the rigt guy? Or was he supposed to find me? But when?!? I want a boyfriend!!! 😢😢😢