I do it to myself.. in Ramblings of a stranger..

I’m kind of sad tonight. I’m kind of in my feels tonight.

I didn’t plan on this kid. I always said if I ever had another, I’d be in a good situation.

I’ve never been alone before in a pregnancy. This is terrible. No one to share excitement with when things happen. No one to run and get my cravings. No one to care about my well being and emotions. No one to ask me how my appointments go. No one to soothe me, massage me, love on me… No one to care.

Ugh.

This sucks.

I feel like I ruined things.

But I know I’m great. I know I’m a great mom. I know my family is genuine and awesome. I know we care about each other. I know I’ll be okay.

I crave attention and help right now though.

Ugh