2013 was such a bad year that I can only pray starting 2014 in NY, with my fiancee would give me a chance for the upcoming year.
Beside the major health problems (I'm still struggling with a uterine fibroma and I have to undergo surgery in January to remove it), the emotional turmoil really affected me. I got disowned by my father over me having to buy another computer (without his knowledge), while he was paying the old one. It was unfair of me but it was unfair of him as well. See? That happened in August and I'm not yet over it. Before that, I had lost Kami, my gorgeous Aussie. These were the two massive negative events but... a lot of good compensated for it. I got engaged! We're getting married in April! (I have nothing ready, welp! And I'm still afraid she won't show up - she has yet to figure how to send the dress from Norway to Canada, or will want to delay it. I went to Norway for 1.5 weeks and then, I went to the US for 1.5 weeks! I loved my time with Ida and I loved my time with Dir en Grey as well.
I will work on my insecurities, my fears and doubts in 2014, working on fixing that self-sabotaging attitude and getting that body back into shape, I suppose! Onwards. Setbacks are ok, giving up isn't.
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