When I say heart, I’m not talking about love - I’m talking about passion. Truly, I’ve lost the passion for life in general. I simply can’t find a point or enjoyment in anything, I’m running in circles wasting time and money for nothing at all. Once I thought I’d be a writer, but I don’t think I’m cut out for that, and once I thought I’d make music, but I don’t think I’m cut out for that either. It’s hard, I promised myself I wouldn’t waste time but here I am, doing just that.
My niece has left for the summer and her mother has a new BF, which you’d think would be great. Sadly, her Mother can’t seem to be anything more then a waste of space now. All she does it sit at the back door smoking and neglecting her kids, never watching them. I’m constantly stuck making dinner and getting onto them, I get nothing for it - not even thanks. She’s made probably the biggest mistake anyone can make in a relationship: not having a life outside of it. At least when I was first meeting my wife, we were doing things outside of each other and had stories to tell - not neglecting kids and being a generally boring person. My predictions are that this guy is going to get rather tired of her pretty fast, she’s already claiming love and it’s just infatuation. Star motherly moment for her today was letting her kids play with a wooden board and smash light-bulbs in the bathroom - not cleaning the mess up or telling anyone, but just locking the door and ignoring it. So, yeah I walk into broken glass and shattered light-bulbs everywhere. Best yet, she didn’t even close it up herself - she made her 8 year old kid do it because she was too busy moping her BF was busy. Classy. Useless.
That was just a fraction of my day… can’t wait for tomorrow.
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