Cos whenever I have any spare time, all I wanna do is sleep! These 3 hr nights are really kicking my bootay. Last wednesday I was so tired, I felt I zonked out every time I hit a red light–which was pretty damn scary. Of course I was also coming down with some sort of a cold, so maybe that was part of the problem. Still… I wish I weren’t so tired all the time.
Anyhow, I had a pretty busy day yesterday,so today I decided to take it easy. Woke up as late as Daniel would let me (which was 8), napped every time he napped (including a monster 3 hr nap during the afternoon)… and I’m good as new! 12:54 am and still going strong. Awake enough to pay a few bills, make a few transfers, look for a new car seat… speaking of which, FAVES WITH KIDS, what’s your opinion on the Britax Advocate click-tight? It’s my current fave but expensive as f*ck.
I adore my baby and while he’s awake, I want to spend as much time with him as possible. But of course that means I only get stuff done while he’s sleeping. And if I choose to sleep at that time too… well, I just don’t get anything done. 1+1=2.
I wonder how long it’ll be till I stop feeling guilty for not spending every single waking moment with him. Does it ever go away? Should it? Shouldn’t I really be spending every single waking moment with him? Does it hurt him when I’m not giving him 100% of my attention? Does it hurt him if I give him TOO much attention?
I sound like a nervous wreck, I know. But in real life it’s not really that bad. I’m just a first time mom going through the motions. :P
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