Don't mind me in Safety Net

I’m going to throw myself a pity party a moment here. Please pay me no mind.

I would really like to make it just one full year without losing anyone.

My last grandfather, the one I live with, the one whose been like a father to me, has been in the hospital for a couple of weeks now. We got the call this morning to come say our goodbyes. I’m getting really sick of goodbyes.