Plenty of TMI I’m sure but I don’t care…read on.
So I gave in and saw my general doctor on 3/14. She looked in my mouth for 30 seconds and said it was some type of granuloma from biting that spot even though I highly doubt it is possible to bite that spot. I questioned her about how I could bite it and she said it is possible. I disagree. I asked if it could be from scratching that spot or burning it on a hot food/beverage and she said no. Okay then…off to an oral surgeon next week.
I asked about my odd symptoms such as weight gain, late period, nauseous feelings, tiredness etc…she said to wait another week or two. Then what? See her again for 30 seconds after waiting 1.5hrs? No thanks.
Chloe went for her well visit/shots Friday and came home with no shots and another round of antibiotics. She seemed fine according to my sitter and husband yet she had a 102 fever and she tested positive for strep throat AGAIN. Her fever spiked to 103.4 during the night Friday and she ended up in bed with me for fear of her having a febrile seizure if it went much higher. She thankfully did not have a seizure and the Motrin began working. She kept a fever yesterday 102 or lower. Her fever seems to have broke during the night last night or is very low grade this morning. She is napping now and she’s eating/drinking normally. Just whiny because she’s stuck in the house.
I went Saturday to urgent care to get checked for Strep since I had a sore throat one day. Of course, positive and on antibiotics again too.
I got my “period” on Tuesday night for about 3hrs and had heavy/clotty bleeding. Then nothing since. I mentioned it to the urgent care doctor and she said she wants me to see an ob/gyn during spring break to get a check up and some blood work maybe. She thinks I may have something hormonal going on. She said she wouldn’t rule out pregnancy just because I’m testing negative but it may not be a viable pregnancy- basically that I miscarried but never expelled everything. I pray that’s not it but I do want answers so tomorrow I’ll call my ob/gyn and get an appointment if possible for the following week.
Mike and I hadn’t had sex in 2-3 weeks so we finally did this morning. It actually hurt which it never does so I’m slightly concerned there too.
Work is okay. I just cannot get motivated to do my paperwork at home on the weekends or evenings. I need to take care of that somehow.
I feel friend-less lately. My best friend lives about 10-12hrs away. We both have busy lives and do not get to see each other but maybe one time a year plus we barely talk because she is not a phone person. I’m always in the car and do not text while driving so we have very limited/spaced out conversations. I miss our talks/time together. As for my other friends- we have all just distanced ourselves due to physical distance. Down here- I’ve been here 4years yet I still feel like I don’t have close friends. Chloe’s sitter is great and we are close but I really cannot stand being around her kids day and night. Plus she spends a lot of money whenever we go anywhere so it’s hard. I am trying to save- not spend on anything/everything and she insists we go places that cost money or require hours in a car and then spend money. Plus my husband is not a fan of her husband since he is an alcoholic and mine is trying hard not to be one. Work friends are just work friends. I actually get jealous because a lot of them are close to one another outside work but I am forgotten about. Many of them have connections besides work such as they went to school together, their kids are similar ages, their husbands work together or are friends from childhood etc. Being from the north, my husband and I do not have the same connection of childhood with them.
I’m feeling jealous of pregnant people and depressed from having no friends and being sick so much. I just want Chloe and I healthy!
Today is a cloudy, cold, wet day so that doesn’t help at all.
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