There really are so many things that I’ve been thinking upon. Obligations, goals, getting past doubts, and just being patient.
I know how close we are to getting where we need to be and to the things we have been talking of privately. There are also some things thrown in there that I’ve always wanted that I know I can achieve with the Lord’s blessings and a singlemindedness to it’s csuse On that account there is no issue. I’ve got a lot of research to do and I shall just take the moments at a time, because we only have this here and now.
I am the kind of writer that needs to know from the Lord that I am ready to move forward with my creativity. I know that I couldn’t do this on my own because it wouldn’t take me very far. So, two days ago just before we retired to bed, I had two small pieces of writing revealed to me. I wrote them down and I know that I am ready to create. Yesterday, I was going to do just that and I got caught up on alk the different files that I’d never delved into on our laptop, and I’ve figured out what its all about. Then I started thinking about what we’ll have to do just to get to where we can make the decisions about the internet and getting it installed.
I’ve put that all behind me this morning, and I’m moving forward with the creativity that is instilled into me from the Lord. I’ve got to put into place a way to work on my writing three to five days a week. I cannot allow any distraction to keep me from what I need to do.
It gets a lot easier for me mind you when we get back online. There will be some moments before we get there, so these moments leading us there are what’s important.
There is one story that has been upon my mind. Its a story about two friends from school who grow up together, but drift apart with the decisions they make. A sort of Cain and Abel comparison if you will.
One of the things that we keep going over is, do we get a good used older motorhome here and get some land where we want to go? The other side is to buy the farmhouse and land and go that route. We keep flip-flopping over this. I keep praying about it because, I don’t know what the right course is. I guess either one is right, it’s just whatever is strongest is the heart at the time.
Cheers,
Cbj
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