Dennis and I have been together for 14 months. It has been a whirlwind romance. I am 37 and never thought I would find true love. And I do love him with all my heart and soul. I really do. We never fight. We always laugh and have a great time...but........
He doesnt want sex enough. Our first year was sex sex sex. ok--maybe our first 10 months. Now, hes good with once a hitch. For those that dont know what a hitch is...Dennis works 14 days on and 14 days off. So hes good with once during his 14 days off....and the 14 days that he works--he is living on the rig and rarely comes home ever. He is 35. I want sex. I dont want to fight about sex. I dont want to fight ever....and let me explain our "fights". Silence.....more silence. (me) I love you babe (him)
He doesnt understand my concepts of sex. It has nothing to do with getting off....having an orgasm. I can do that alone. The meaning of sex changed with me after I fell in love with Dennis. Sex to me now is an emotional connection.....I feel loved when we have sex. This is how I feel loved. I know he loves me. I know there is no one else. I trust him and I KNOW he loves me...but I want sex. I need sex to feel loved.
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Yesterday he came to my work with a Gordan's bag. He wanted to give me my Christmas present in front of my employees. It was a pair of beautiful diamond earrings and a ring. Not my engagement ring....but I ring that I had said I wanted. He spent 989.00. I would have rather had 10 minutes of sex. I love the gifts...but I want sex.
How do I get over this?
anyway-we got a sneak peek of our pictures. I love them. and I love him too.....
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