I’m alive. My kids are healthy and happy.. Well, Kanen has a cough. But you know!
We got a new house. It’s more space.. More room, but we have more roommates, too. 5 bedrooms. 5 kids and 3 adults… Ugh lol it’s not TOO bad actually.
I’m single… Still. The ex remarried.. And here I am.. Sucking at being am adult and being in love. Ha! There is this one boy.. Should I call him by name? I’ll call him Guy.
Short history with Guy.
One year ago my friend and I were Snapchatting, and she happened to be out with him. They were at a bar, he was drunk. He saw me. Added me on Snapchat, added me on facebook that night.. Drunk messaged me, that was it. He was married.. July comes around. Him and wife split for good, she now lives with their daughter and new man. He hits me up. I’m kind of talking to someone, so I decline. Halloween comes around.. Friend from beginning of story invites me out, he is there.. We flirt, drink, and dance night away. We have whirlwind romance until the new year.. He cuts it off.. No notice. Makes up some hurtful bogus shit. Whatever. We remain friends who hardly talked. He slides into my messages last week… And damn it. Something about him.. He gets me every time. He is my crazy redneck lover. I am disappointed because I stopped thinking about him, and he had to go and write me. Now all I do again is think about him.. I hate emotions. We are going for tacos. And are trying to leave it at that for now.. Though he bought me something… Kinda makes it more than tacos :/ package will be here Thursday
Idk.
Life is lookin up. Confusing. But looking up. ✌

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