my first entry of the new year and today is also the first day of the spring semester. my first semester as a senior in college. it doesn’t feel real. right now i’m (impatiently) waiting for both of my internships to contact me so i can figure out what times/days i’ll actually be doing them and it makes me extremely nervous. i knew i would have anxiety about the start of the semester but it’s impossible to prepare yourself for the physical repercussions. i’m overwhelmed by all the things i suddenly need to do.
i had a good christmas with my family. i celebrated the new year with tiffany, bailey, and jenna at my apartment. i ended up talking on the phone to cole for a good portion of the night and we were both extremely drunk - him more than me. everyone continues to insist that we are dating, or that we SHOULD be dating but we still remain friends. close friends. sometimes i think our friendship might overextend the “friendly” boundary a little - like when he feeds me the whipped cream and cherry off his milkshake at a restaurant. but i digress.
i’m very sad winter break is over, even though i worked a lot. i won’t be seeing any of my friends very often even though i hung out with cole the most. now i’m officially counting down the days until spring break, because i’m officially going on that cruise with tiffany!! it’s going to be us and a ton of people from her school. luckily i’ve met the two that will be rooming with us, but it might still be kind of awkward. but i plan to be drunk the entire time so i don’t care.
i would appreciate some good vibes for the next couple of days while i try to find my footing in the new semester and hopefully i won’t let my anxiety get the best of me.
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