On my phone and emotional so ignore errors.
Every single holiday I wonder of this will be the one that I can’t get through. Everyone just brings more depression, more sadness, more tears.
All the years I put into my children and non of them can be bothered to make an effort to see me. My mom doesn’t understand that I need these family dinners. That I need something to push me through.
She doesn’t understand that I want to give uo. I want to die. I want to be with my Dad, I want to stop hurting. I want to stop feeling like a failure....I just want to stop.
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