I met my goal of getting through 50% of my NAVLE study program. Huzzah!
I’m feeling grumpy. I’ve been enjoying my day home just vegging out/studying for NAVLE but I have a family gathering, Aaron’s family’s Thanksgiving type thing, I have to go to this evening. They planned it this weekend so I could attend, which is very sweet, and makes me feel guilty for not being in the mood. I’ve been working so hard lately and am incredibly peopled out. I just want to be selfish and spend tiny amount of free time exactly how I want to, for my own mental health more than anything. Plus the anxiety is revving up for my 3rd Internal Medicine rotation that starts on Monday so that makes me want to be even more of a recluse. So, in a nutshell, I feel burnt out, antisocial, grumpy, and like an asshole. Wheee.
I also want to go bra shopping. The couple I’ve been wearing lately for work purposes are getting all weird and stretched out and feel like I have to hike up the straps every 20 minutes. Very professional. I just spent like half an hour looking for two bras I bought dirt cheap on clearance a couple months ago (I think they ended up being about $8 per bra) and completely failed finding them so that’s making me grumpy too. That, along with rotation year eating up tons of time plus free time going to studying for boards is resulting in me being squishier than normal, is also adding to the grump. Also, my face is breaking out, just for funsies. Grump grump grump.
Should go shower and try to get presentable. We’re going to a fancy restaurant so sweats or yoga pants are out of the question. I don’t think I have any dressy-type clothes that are particularly pajama-like to wear but look nice. Hmmm…
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