So behind! in Journal

Aww man, not having internet at SUCKS. I’ve been trying to conserve the data on my phone so that I can use it to put stuff on eBay and when I’m in places that have free Wi-Fi I don’t want to be antisocial by being on my phone the whole time! So I have been rubbish at keeping up with prosebox! (writing this at work to post when I can borrow my parents internet!)There’s so much I want to write about/ post pictures of… I will write a little list here so I don’t forget!
· Holiday with Paul in Tenerife
· Longleat with Paul
· My holiday with mum and Beth in Majorca
· Our holiday in France with Paul’s friends
· Natasha and Mark’s wedding
· What I’ve been wearing J
I have had a jam-packed summer and I’ve been really spoiled with holidays but I’ve also had 2 rubbish summer colds. In between the holidays I have been working a lot and I have managed to save up quite a bit towards my debt in the month and a half since it all came out. I’ve managed to build up about 10% towards it and I’m hopeful that if I carry on working as hard as possible and sell a lot of stuff as well I might be able to get it paid off in 2 years. But it’s complicated because my parents have so much money tied up in my flat that I technically owe them a ridiculous amount of money and I’m not really sure how that’s all going to work. My dad has kind of started talking to me again. My dad’s dad passed away a couple of weeks ago and I think that had a positive effect on how he was with me. I still feel kind of awkward around him though, I’m not sure how I should act because I know it’s obviously still a massive deal to him. I feel bad but we were never super close to my dad’s parents, they really favoured my dad’s brother and their grandchildren on that side. I felt really sad for dad though.
It has been hard working this much though, and that’s been interspersed with quite a lot of holiday, now I don’t have any holiday left at all for the rest of the year so I think I might find it quite hard working 7 days a week most weeks. I think I will try and work as hard as I can for the rest of this year and then maybe cut back to one shift a week at Pizza Hut if they’ll let me… I can’t decide if I like it there or not, I don’t cope very well when it gets super busy and it’s sooo frustrating when you work really hard and build rapport with a table and then they don’t tip but I also feel guilty if a table I’ve been too busy to get to properly gives me a good tip!
I miss exercising as well, I had good intentions of trying to complete the couch to 5k programme and doing body weight exercises at home but I stopped exercising when I got my first cold and I haven’t started back up again yet. I would still quite like to save up to buy myself some weights and a step so that I can do body pump in my lounge at home but I feel like I should at least start doing some body weight stuff first to prove to myself that I can exercise without a gym!
Um, now that I’m actually writing I can’t think of much to say! Paul has been awesome and it’s rubbish that I’m getting to see him a lot less because of work and when we do hang out I’m usually really tired! But he always makes me laugh and he gives the best cuddles ever so seeing him always cheers me up. I’m super lucky to have him in my corner!
I hope you guys are all ok! I will try and get caught up when I can connect to some Wi-Fi!