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Gems. I feel so absent. sorry guys. This all has been a long haul, but a good one for the most part. Here I am at my job, it is 3:38 a.m. I did homework all the way until 5:45 a.m. yesterday morning and started at about 2 p.m. the day before. I only had about 4 hours of break in all of that. I have not felt like doing homework since and a I have a slew of it. Tonight I fed my clean floor fetish at work. One of my duties is to wash four large rubber mats in the kitchen and throw them back on the floor (soak really). Well tonight I noticed the crap and dirt on the kitchen floor and it bugged me to put washed mats on a dirty floor. Whats the point? So, yup, you guessed it. I swept and mopped that dirty floor and the floor in the freaken hallway , by the steps, by the bathroom, to the breakfast nook, and to the f’n laundry room. Can you say not my job? But the floor is clean. I lieu of it I decided not to clean the bathrooms. ha ha. They’re (<Kristine taught me this!) clean enough. ugh.

Smiles and I got in a huge fight today and the whole neighborhood heard it. It came out of me like a huge Tsunami and I let it roll. He has been treating me pretty indifferently for two weeks and apologized last week and continued to do it and has not heard a word I’ve said for this long and tonight the gates of hell opened up on him. I had to get to work so I gave him 30 minutes to make it right or we were done. It took him like 4 minutes to come into the house and I was just on my way out to tell him to fuck off when we caught each other at the door. On his behalf he has halved one of his medications and I have mentioned a couple times I think it has affected him.

I like my two new classes but they are killing me. They have my wheels turning all the time. I am inspired to do art work but don’t know when I will find the time. I have started to swim a bit more regularly now that I can go again. My ankle is ok but gets sore. If I would quit mopping floors and cleaning bathrooms it would probably do better. It is going to be so nice to get a paycheck again. Thank You Jesus! BTW, my Grandson is just the coolest stinker ever! I love him and can’t wait to see him again. I think it will be the last weekend in September. Dork is going camping with the guys and it will be my first weekend off since I started here. Did I say I loved him?