??? in Book 1

I just don't know what happened. Something is wrong. Ok, I'll buy that she cheated on me and that it's over, but I went over today to pack my stuff and the animals were ragged from neglect. Now long before we started dating 5 years ago, those animals have been her babies. She was starving when I met her just to make sure they were taken care of. But from what I could tell she apparently hasn't been home enough to take care of them for nearly any significant amount of time because they were all scraggly, freaked out and went into frantic love mode when I showed up today. It's like her entire personality has just shifted in a couple of months. Something is wrong. Not that I really give a damn about her mental well-being at this point but seeing the animals broke my heart. Sadly, with the divorce and the lack of any money after she took it all and no real place to call mine right now, there's nothing I can really do. I mean, I'm sleeping in a friend's spare room right now