Wow. I haven't wote since Thanksgiving. I do have a legitimate reason, it's been the last month of school and I've been swamped with essay after essay after PowerPoint after presentations of said essays and PowerPoint. My last day of class is today, hooray!!! No work just feedback for the professor. And points for showing up. I wound up with a 98% in computer, verdicts still out for writing class.
A few weeks ago, I started feeling myself start to slide into depression (I have had cyclic depression for about 20 years now.) I sincerely thought with the lifestyle changes that ive maintained for years now would help keep it away. The running, the volunteering, just keeping myself and my mind busy. But about two weeks ago, I found myself going down that slippery slope of madness. I was completely blindsided by the lack of energy, wanting to do nothing but cry and stare off into space and let my head tell me how awful my life is (it's not). I thank the universe that I have such an understanding boyfriend that helped my recognize what was going on and even though I already had a dr. appt a week out, I got in. There was no way I was going to sit on that fucking couch and lose a week.of my life. I do not have time for that bullshit. So. he put me on Effexor and I'm actually starting to feel better. I've cracked a couple of smiles here and there.
Ok, one more thing before I say toodles: I'm in a photo of the year contest and it ends in two day, right now I'm second, I need at least ten votes to have my photograph win picture of the year. If yourreading this will you pplease click.on this link and push the vote button. It will take only a second and please me so very much!!!! Here's the link:
it will be a picture of me kissing a mountain profile. THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
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