I go to Florida in October. We will be at Disney for Halloween and then two days at the gulf side. Asa wants to see the ocean. I can not wait. This is our first vacation in years and the kids and I need this time together.
When I get back, Jason will have moved out.
I think it isn’t going to ever work. He can’t change. He doesn’t want to seek therapy for himself and his daughter is going maybe once a month. His mother is a rather awful woman that I can not forgive for the way she disrespected Jason’s oldest daughter, myself and my children. It is still a matter of being treated as if I’m nothing.
We have to figure out how to quitclaim the house to get him off. Just a lot to digest. I’m sad. But I’m not surprised. I can’t say that I’m not surprised with how things will end. I love enough but I don’t know that Jason loves himself enough.
I will lick my wounds. I will be sad. I will miss him. I will question myself because that’s what I do. But I won’t give up like I did when Carey left. I can’t do that again.
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