I am so incredibly anxious about my medicine rotation beginning tomorrow. It’s ridiculous. I’m making myself all panicky and ill and I can’t make myself stop it. I know it’s only two weeks of intense, craziness, but the idea of not being able to really have me-time for that amount of time when interacting with so many people constantly is really freaking me out. It’s really, really hard as an introvert with social anxiety.
I’m weepy today too. Vanessa is leaving on Tuesday and I’ve been so busy with school stuff that I feel like I haven’t had much time with her at all. Aaron and I slept over at Yvonne and Jeff’s so we could hang out with Vanessa and Danielle Friday night and we had so much fun! There was much giggling, fun, playing Cards Against Humanity…And Saturday we went out for brunch, went to a historical farm, made margaritas while Danielle was on a date, talked about random stuff with our feet in the pool, got late night donuts. I don’t have siblings, but when I’m with Danielle and Vanessa, who are my cousins, it’s like we’re sisters. I don’t see Danielle as much as I’d like to despite us living nearby but at least it’s always an option. I just get so sad when Vanessa goes back to California. We said goodbye this afternoon and we both burst out crying.
I’m just down in general and that, with all the anxiety, is making me feel really worn out. I just want a little break from being an adult. I’m counting down the days until my two week vacation block! Four more weeks!!!!!
Just have to survive this medicine rotation first…
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