.. or so they say..
It’s been quiet here. Not much going on to be honest. Work sleep repeat. Days off consist of watching the movies that have arrived from Netflix and knitting. I get so much knitting done now it’s quite ridiculous but in a good way.
The primary doctor (or that is what they call them here) appointment went well as far as I can tell. Despite being told that they don’t do pap tests, he did one. I was unprepared! Not that you get the glitter and perfume out for your lady bits, but there is a certain amount of prep that goes into these such appointments! He did take all of my information about my crazy periods down. He’s sending me for an ultrasound to see what is going on inside. He looked at the cervix and said visually it looks fine. He’s doing the normal pap test and testing for HPV. I was far too old when the vaccine came out so I didn’t get that one. He said he’ll have the results in a few days. I also have to go for my yearly mammogram (at age 40 they start doing them here!!) and routine blood work so he can get a baseline of where I am. That will occur next week on my day off as they only take fasting appointments first thing in the morning. I do not wish to take time off of work to get this done. I can also tell you that I’m 3lbs heavier than what my bathroom scale says, that was disappointing.
He also gave me Provera to try to stabilize my endometrium some until he gets an idea of what is going on. Tonight will be day 3 of 10. So far it appears to be making the bleeding (he said the amount that is present is not spotting its outright bleeding) far far less. It also seems to be giving me wicked nausea first thing in the morning, but I’ll take it not to have a never ending period!
I am awaiting the cell phone bill to post so I can check phone logs. So far there has been no calls in from her… no calls out to her either. Unless he deletes them off the phone itself. Funny thing about the bill. It records ALL the calls. There have also been a couple text messages from her that go unanswered. Now I did not tell him I didn’t want him to ever speak to him again. I did say she has to cut the crap and so does he. No terms of endearment. No lovey crap. No plans for the future or I wish I would have, or reminiscing on old “fun” times. He does not call his other female friends by such terms nor talk of “what happens if” so to me there is zero reason for him to be doing it with her. (Never mind that she is an old flame that he legit did fall into bed with while we were dating many years ago). I can also say with all certainty there is absolutely NO REASON what-so-ever to tell a friend of the opposite sex that you get so horny every night around 730. None. (Never mind I am quite usually in bed by 7pm because I get up for work at 3am) I can tell you one thing. I have had a few of his female friends and their spouses/partners in my house before. She will NEVER be allowed in this house. EVER.
I guess I am still quite bitter. I know I still don’t trust him. In the next few days I’ll see if I actually can or not. I 100% don’t trust her. Yes it takes two. I get that. However shame on her for trying to butt in when she knows full well that he’s married. Enough on this.. I’m tired of her already. I wish she’d go away forever. Not die… I would never wish that on anyone. I just want her out of our lives.
I got a child’s book today from the library. I used to read it when I was little. It was my favorite books. I got it for rather strange reasons, though. There was a book (not this one it proves) that I used to read all the time. It had one picture of someone on or near a donkey going down stairs. There were arches and an olive tree. Every time I read that book I’d have nightmares. Being older I thought I’d get the book and see if I read it again if the nightmares would come back. I took a brief flip through the book and the drawing that I’m looking for is not there. So now I’m off to look to see if I can find this title.
Today we went to the gym. I love going to the gym! 35 minutes on the treadmill walking. Ahhh bliss. I ended up walking 1.78miles in 35 minutes. I wish I could just go walk outside but alas Florida in July is just plain gross. If your not melting from the heat your melting from the monsoon rains.
Side note… I think I have a cold coming on. I hope I don’t. I don’t have time to be sick.
Well I’m gonna go make supper. It’s salad night if I can get in there before my mother in law does I may be able to make them all quickly. If not, we’ll go slower. I know she likes to feel like she’s helping. :)
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