Sarah and I have gone on our fourth and fifth dates now, so I’d say this is really turning into a relationship. We had a conversation last night to clear up any doubt that we officially want to be a couple. With all the time we’ve been spending together lately, and all the sex we’ve been having, I think I would have felt really shallow if I had then told her I wasn’t interested in anything serious. But the truth is I really want to be with her. I haven’t desired another person in my life like this in a long time. As someone who was married for 14 years, it feels a little weird now to be talking about having a girlfriend. But it also feels really good.
Not having a huge sex drive, I’m surprised by how much I want to be with her physically. We’ve had sex every single time we’ve been together now and I’m hoping that trend continues. She has a body that wouldn’t traditionally be considered sexy, but I find her beautiful and can’t get enough of it. I also find it very attractive that she’s so comfortable with herself, never showing any shame or awkwardness about being naked around me. I have a very “average” body and am often uncomfortable with people seeing too much of it.
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