So, I've been so effing busy with school and just keeping up with life that I've neglected my writings here on Prosebox. I mean these beautiful, self realization writings and and not the school assignments. As a (almost) lifelong journalist, writing from inside comes so very easy and natural. Sometimes, I look back at things I have written (under my own powers and not with a looming deadline hanging over my head) and I'm amazed that the words just spilled out of my brain with no effort. School assignments, on the other hand....accckkkk! It's like my mind rapidly constructs a impenetrable wall that lets nothing out,or if it does come out...it fucking gumbo.
Yesterday, I actually made myself ill because I didn't have a first draft ready for my teach. I literally had a paragraph and a half of complete nonsense. I did not even think of turning it in. I would've been mortified. I am well aware that points will be taken off because of the tardy paper. I'd rather have two points taken off an excellent paper than two points taken off a super shitty one.
So, my goal for today is to go piece by piece through this paper and get it done. Hopefully, I can e-mail it to her tomorrow. She really is extremely helpful and wants her students to succeed, so she gave me xtra credit work to do (I asked for it), so that I can maintain a b. I really tried for that a, but this class was a lil more intense than I believed it would be at the beginning of the semester. I'll never underestimate any classes again.
On a lighter note, I'll be finishing my computer class with a 102%. That makes me happy. I've worked super hard for it! All in all, I have learned so much in both classes this semester. And, thats the point, no?
Got my fingers crossed for next semester, I'll be taking bio and gen psych. I'll have school four days instead of two. I need to get my ass back to the red cross for some volunteer time to keep me even more busy.
Well, maybe this might have helped my writers block a lil...suppose I should go try to get writing.
Take care.
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