MONTH 2 in AWAKEN

Well I been away from FACEBOOK now almost two months.........an very hard two months too, you never know what you need in this life until you stop needing it.........but I’ve kept my word that I would not get on there until August, and I hate proving myself wrong, and proving others right, so I’m in the middle. My wife tells me if there anything posted on my screen, but as per usual there nothing on there, but that happen even when I was on there, and it’s also a social experiment, because I never hear from my family members, none of them, unless its on FACEBOOK, no calls, no text, I can’t tell you the last time I talk to my brother on the phone(its going on 4 months now) OR any of my sisters( MY OLDER SISTER? 8 MONTHS, MY SECOND OLDER SISTER 6, MY BABY SISTER........3 YEARS) so communication it not there strong point. I talk to my mother, but she on this I WISH I WAS DEAD kick(well its not a kick, it part of her daily routine now) and quite frankly that’s getting old too(and this is coming from a man that try to blow his own head off in 1988)..........social media was suppose to keep people close, to bridge a gap between times not seeing someone you don’t see much, to tell them that hey........I’m still here and kicking, but for me it’s the biggest crutch I’ve ever dealt with, you already know that only my brother has came to see me since I left KANSAS CITY, MO. in 2010, I don’t understand why they don’t want to come here, my mother has called where I live I ONE-HORSE TOWN( and she was born on a farm) so this FACEBOOK thing just shows me how important I am to the rest of my family............so important that I feel like I was casted out 5 years ago...............so please heed my words...........SOCIAL MEDIA IS ONLY GOOD AS THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW, because if you don’t know anyone??????????? what so dam social about it???????????.........SO SAY WE ALL.