Omg.
Can a lady just vent right quick!?
I’m over it. He has NOTHING to say to me unless a) he’s with an audience/girlfriend and and wants to call to start shit and make me look bad, or b) when his girlfriend isn’t around and he’s talking to me like I’m a cheap whore.
It’s absolutely frustrating and kind of confusing. I guess not too confusing since I already knew he thinks so little of me… But confusing in the sense he gets SO irate that I am not comfortable having my kids around her until I know they’re serious… He says she is serious and he doesn’t just fuck anything like me (which is far from true)… Yet… He is STILL fucking me! How is she that serious, if you are still fucking the very woman you talk so much shit behind her back to? I don’t get his move here..
We have absolutely NO communication skills. Which because of, no communication anymore. I don’t know if he is doing this for the same reason I’m allowing it to happen… A physical connection is all we have left together, and I’m not quite ready to give it up. Plus it kind of feels good knowing he’s in a relationship, yet be still calling me. Ugh I miss him. I hate him. I love him. Mostly, I just miss him. I hope this feeling passes soon.
I do think apart of me misses him because he finally semi moved on. He’s calling another girl his sweetie. My life is falling apart around me, while his isn’t going as bad anymore.
My own mind confuses me.
I definitely miss him though. He has such a distorted, warped view of me now, and I can never change that. That sucks the most.
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