Can I have a quick, small tantrum right now?
I am so frustrated by my cardiology class right now. It used to be required for all small animal track people, but this semester they decided to make it optional right when the class started, so that’s lead to a bunch of people dropping it. Which would be OK, but we were assigned to groups where we’d work on cases and do the take home final together. As of today, it appeared that everyone in my fucking group had dropped except for me. I don’t know for sure, but no one in my group showed up to our last class.
UGH IT IS SO FRUSTRATING AND I AM REALLY ANGRY! It makes me so mad that the actions of other students are affecting my ability to be a good student. I’m not doing amazingly well in the class because the cardiology part of my brain hasn’t clicked on yet (when that part of my brain works, cardiology is the most elegant, logical thing I’ve ever studied but it takes a while to get to that point) but at first I couldn’t find my notes from previous classes and then my stupid GI thing interfered with my plan to study a little and blehhh.
Plus I still don’t know many people in my class and so that’s majorly increasing my anxiety. My options are to email the one girl in my group whose name I know, drop the class, or make a plea on my class’s facebook page to see if anyone is willing to let me join their group. Or do the exam alone but I don’t think I can handle it right now, what with three other finals coming up and trying to prepare for rotations starting. I know it doesn’t sound that major and like I should be able to come up with a solution without much trouble but it’s really messing with my anxiety issues, plus I’ve got lady hormones doing stuff right now, so I feel like an anxious, angry, socially awkward, emotional mess.
Grumble grumble.
Off to study for tomorrow’s dermatology final. Whee.
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