time in Haphazard Prattle

Just keeps ticking by. A few things have happened. In January I started writing in paper journals every day. I’ve only missed about two days so far. Its been good.
I got a puppy on March 30th, thats been interesting. Good, but interesting. Puppies are tough, and I’ve been in a funk of insecurity and feeling terrible about myself lately. So puppy has somewhat helped with that, but also difficult because training is hard and I feel inadequate.
Today I’m feeling frustrated with people and the internet and social media and women. I’m frustrated by women who profess to support all women and want to empower them, and then do/say really condescending things to other women. It makes me sad. And its hard to deal with people. Today I want to hermit in the forest. I wish I was waking up in a house in the woods with just me and my animals. No internet, no phone. Just chores to do. Garden to tend, animals to feed, wood to chop. And a notebook to write in, and a cushion to meditate on. I don’t want to see or talk to other humans today.