Despite the weird day I had on Tuesday, I find myself filled with positive energy. I received a message last night that warmed my heart and helped instill a feeling in me that all is right with my world. I have a lot of growing and learning to do to be the Highest Version of Myself, but for the first time in a long time I am feeling like all of my chakras are aligned. I feel like I am headed down the right road and at the end of it I am going to find everything I need.
I’ve been practicing magick more often. I’ve been finding myself in the temple 2-3 times a week and writing spells or sending out prayers where before I felt so void of my spirituality that the doors only opened when the Coven was here. Admitting that is hard because I prided myself for so long on how spiritually “healthy” I was, but by admitting my faults I am able to recognize them, tend to their wounds, and allow them to heal. I am on a path to recovery.
Yesterday I performed a healing spell for a close friend of mine. Her family is going through a difficult time and I wanted to offer a kind gesture. Not only was I able to aid in the healing energies being sent her way, but I was also allowing myself to learn. I looked through my books for oils and incense and crystals all associated with love and healing and now I have that in my memory for future use. If I want to become fluid in my magical arts, I have to become fluid in their practice. I can’t just have these things handed to me and I am certainly not entitled to them. I have to work hard if I want to see results, as is true for anything in life.
I’m reading more, I’m sleeping better, I’m far less anxious than I used to be, and I’m more honest with myself and my loved ones. I’ve said for years that I want to change and be the friend/lover/sister/daughter that all of my loved ones deserve, and I am working my damndest at finally doing that. And guess what? I’m seeing a difference.
Goddess of the ancient Earth, of Wisdom and of Light, I ask you bless this home and hearth, and strengthen me with Sight. Sight to see that I must grow, and Harm None in my way, enlighten me so I may know, and live it every day.
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