I've spent the last few days browsing through volunteer options. I have felt so self indulgent being single. I used to spend my time at my boyfriends cleaning, and doing his laundry..cooking for him. You get a bit of satisfaction out of taking care of someone in those ways. Of course, I felt like he didn't even really notice is because I wasn't there consistent enough to actually make much of a difference. I don't think he misses that part of what I brought to the relationship...however I miss it. However odd that seems.I have the urge to give...
So I found a place to volunteer reading and doing crafts with disabled people. I cant wait to hear back from them. It would be great to spend a day a week helping. I have a younger brother who is disabled mentally and physically so it will feel familiar I hope.
I am taking my first guitar lesson today. I'm nervous and excited. I used to know a few cords but I've forgotten everything. haha...
I'm also going to go back to church. My goal is to go at least every other week once. I would say once a week, but with my flying schedule there is absolutely no way I can commit to certain days.
I've found this reality show of a bunch of people who mimic a Edwardian Manor household. Its so interesting to me. I'm such a nerd....but I'm pretty obsessed with English history. You can tell it is an English filmed show because there is so much more lack of openness in the series...but it is still interesting..
So hopefully I will feel better about being single when I fill more of my time better...and less self indulgent and more time occupied anyways. Wish me luck.
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