It has been a year since I have written…So I guess a summary of my life would probably be in order.
The EX- He is still very back and forth, although right now he is out of the picture. I don’t really trust him to stay out of the picture. He’s been SO back and forth since the break up that its insane. We just cut things off a couple weeks ago, again. I say “we” but it was really him. I always, always want to get back together.
I’m trying to really put myself out there with dating…sort of forcefully. I don’t think I will ever move on if I keep waiting to get over Doug. He is the love of my life and I will probably always love him to an extent. Its been a year and a half almost and I’m still not over him. I’m talking to about three different guys from online. (ugh the online dating world....I could show you pictures you would not BELIEVE people post.) One guy I think may be a good thing…although I am not huge on his horrid tattoo. I don’t hate tattoo’s but some of them just do NOT look right on certain guys, and this guy…I just feel like the tattoo doesn’t fit. I mean…maybe I should meet him in person before I judge.
I am working on trying to further my career in makeup. I don’t want to stop flying, but I don’t want to fly as much as I used to. I like flying about 90 95 hours a month. That seems the best. I don’t get burnt out, when I fly what normal flight attendants fly. The junior flight attendants I worked with yesterday hate me. I have no idea what I did....but I can say I’ve never been a big fan of any of them so I’m not crying or anything.
Alright, I will save the rest of the excitement for tomorrow....
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