I’m not saying I’m arranging anything in the downstairs computer lab for a quickie of sorts, but this is going to be a quickie. And I did manage to set aside some time with myself to get it done. And there’s about 40-50 other people in the room watching me get it done.
Anyway, for the writing thing: did I mention my royal screwing soon to come? I have a plan to soften the insertion though. I don’t plan to bend over that much when I get fucked up the ass for deeds that I have somehow brought upon myself. I plan tonight to do a few things that will cost me a great amount of sleep as well as a great amount of my sanity.
I’ve already purchased some red bulls and some more coffee in order to get this done. I will pass out around 9:30ish, after a well deserved shower to get rid of the sweat that I will have accumulated throughout the day, as well as get some other shit done like eat- drink some milk, etc. at around 2:30am I’ll wake up, get the damn thing done called study my ass off. This is where I go full hog into the material and decipher as much as I can before class starts, which will be at 11:30am. I’ll probably head out of the house at 8:00am and do some study in the library as needed (much is needed dammit) and then we’ll go from there.
Later today I plan on making a trip to the gym to get some weight lifting exercises done. I need to have a steadier routine for workouts if ever I have hope to perform with Circo Etereo. The instructors over there have claimed that a guy that can lift is like gold- and if I work my ass off, I can get into their show as one of the acrobatic performers. Ah, to perform once again on a stage. This- which is something more than what I had hoped, because before I would always have to pay to get the education to get the chance to perform. Yes, I valued the education I got from it, but here I’m getting paid to perform. At long last, my efforts to bust my ass will get me a paycheck.
It’s exciting to think about. I need to get things going in that direction. I know I’m not a strong as I need to be. I also know that I’m probably as far from lifting a girl with one arm as east is from west. Yet, I have good teachers. I have certified instructors that can not only do that, but more. And I’m eager to learn. When I get that picture, I’ll post it here.
Otherwise, it’s a pretty stationary day. I have a ton of things to do and a long of working out to do to get prepped for later this week. I’ll hit the gym after work, and head over to my Modern class at the other college at about 6:30pm- It’s a damn good thing that I took an extra set of clothes and shoes. I didn’t take any shorts though, which might be a bit weird if somehow in the middle of a routine my pants fall down. Everyone will see what the fuck a dancer’s belt looks like.
I should wear tights more often.
Despite this, I’m excited for what’s coming up. It’s been an eventful past few days with the photo shoot and the prospects of performance in acrobatics and my comic book beat… I can’t even explain how much things are moving forward in the right direction. I’m not getting the huge money, but whoever said I was doing this for a cash run? I need to survive, surely. Anything beyond that is just icing on the cake. I’m surviving, and that’s all that matters for the time being. When things start heating up and I need to bust ass even more, then I’ll look for other things to help get me by. I know I need to get things paid off on my credit card, because I’ve been using that to pay for most of my school this semester and it’s pretty much maxed out. I need it refilled so I can use it again for next year. The summer is going to be quite a bitch, I know already. But I’m hoping that if things get going in the right direction, I’ll be able to make my rounds and get everything paid off- and I’ll come out of school with debt that won’t mount up to levels where I’m considering jumping off a bridge as an alternative to facing it.
Two jobs? I love my office work. It’s something that’s helping these kids find their future/find themselves. I can hardly think of anything else that has this kind of fulfillment attached to it. I’m wondering what other kinds of work are somewhat related that I could get into, that would pay a decent amount and get my cards paid off during the 3-4 month summer stint.
I’ll figure it out later.
Back to work now!
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