I found a masturbation loophole. And it came by way of an unexpected source, Rachel.
First I want to say that I do believe in being obedient to the rules of my church. I’m a firm believer in the fact that it doesn’t make sense to join a religion and then pick and choose which of its teachings you want to accept. When I became Mormon, I agreed to accept what the church teaches, even if it’s the opposite of what I believed before I was baptized. I know some people might think it’s strange to overnight just accept that abortion is wrong or homosexuality is a sin, but I believe in my church and I believe what it teaches.
Having said that, I’ve really been struggling with the rule against masturbation. I’ve been obedient about it, but it hasn’t been easy.
I have a strangely large assortment of sex toys, and two of my favorites are a large purple dildo and a small blue vibrator. The vibrator stays in my nightstand and literally received daily use for many years. I was considering just throwing them away now that I no longer masturbate, but they were such an important part of my life (which I realize sounds ridiculous) that I decided to ask Rachel if maybe she wanted them. Obviously I would boil them first or whatever it is you’re supposed to do when sharing sex toys.
But when I offered them to her, she asked me why I was getting rid of them. I reminded her that I no longer masturbate and therefore don’t use them. She responded that she didn’t really understand my religious beliefs, but figured that even if I didn’t use the toys to masturbate, I could still use them during sex with my husband. For some reason I had never thought of that.
So when Jayson got home yesterday, I asked him if he thought it would be a sin if we masturbated together. He thought about it and said that it seemed like mutual masturbation would really just be more like a form of us having sex, so long as we did it together. That’s kind of what I was thinking too.
We laid in bed together, and while he pleasured himself next to me, I gave myself three orgasms with my little vibrator. It was absolutely wonderful, and I also enjoyed it more because I shared it with my husband.
When we were done, we cuddled for a bit and I asked him if he still felt like what we did was OK, and he agreed that he did. I look forward to masturbating with him more in the future.
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