Getting back into writing in A bit about me

I am trying to get back into writing daily. I found it very therapeutic but life just got in the way. Recently what has brought me here is infertility. I knew growing up with PCOS and Endometriosis I would have issues getting pregnant but I did not know the extent until recently. My husband and I have both been tested and both have issues. The top specialist in our area only give us a 25% chance with IVF and ICIS. I feel very alone and isolated through this entire process and my husband just doesn’t get it. He doesn’t understand the urgency that we cannot wait to start this process because it could take years to conceive. The only part he sees is the money and he doesn’t think he wants to try for only a 25% chance… to me, I cannot NOT try. I can’t live with regrets and wonder my entire life. The ride has been an emotional roller coaster and a bad dream that I cannot wake up from. I hope to get some relief from coming here to let it all out.