Not an Easy Day in 2015

Today was a very hard day. We went to Walmart with Sis and then home to Mom’s. Felt really weird though because we didn’t buy any groceries for Mom. Monday is move day and she needed no groceries. Betty has been sick so she didn’t go in for long and the time she was inside she wore a mask. She had a eye doctors appointment anyhow so off she went. We would be coming home with CJ as Robert and Heather’s car is still in the shop and not repaired. So we are just sitting enjoying our time and in comes my brother with sister in law and along with niece. He was planning on coming in tomorrow but was unable to so he came in today instead. He had to work tonight and so couldn’t stay long but wanted to come in and attempt to put some clothes together that Mom needed and pack a bit. So we found the suitcases and I helped to put together the suitcases with some clothes. He also plans to take some pictures that she will want to sit around as well as a dresser and her recliner. But Mom isn’t happy and even though she knows this needs to happen she is fighting it with all she has which in turn is causing pain and hurt feelings at times. My brother being a therapist for people who overdose and such at the hospitals is a bit abrupt at times and wanting to get it done now not later quick not slow. And this of course causes him to get abrupt. Mom said it’s her home and she doesn’t want it sold and she wants to die there which in turn had not a dry eye in the house. I cried all the way home once I got home I cried some more and then I swept the entire house twice and picked up Bobby’s toys straightened up the kitchen and just did everything I could to keep busy. I couldn’t allow anyone to touch me and still can’t if they do I will break down.