I am learning more each and everyday. Today I struggled once again with learning to be alone. I hate being alone. I remember when I was young all i wanted to do was be alone. I wanted to be the only child because I have five sisters and two brothers.
Today I called the soon to be ex husband and of course he did not answer. I am more than ready to get this divorce over. I am sick and tired of being in limbo. It is too late to cry over spilled milk. I have to put on my big girl panties and except the truth.................we were not suppose to be married. Actually i have already accepted the truth I just have end this chapter of my life. The last time i talked with him he said that he missed the old us. Its been so long and I smoked so much weed I cannot even remember the good times. I am not sure that those times were good. I think i was pretending. I am over pretending.
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