It's been on my list of things to do for a while buy obviously it's been kinda hard to do with working and going to school full time as I've been doing for the past four years.
But I've decided that when September comes and Cbs "makes a decision about me" I am going to turn them down. I mean, who wants to be a front desk receptionist at an obnoxious midtown manhattan office PERMANENTLY?
I've told like....two people I'm going to Malaysia next month but chances are they already forgot and no one else knows I'm going so I think I am going to take the opportunity to cut myself off from society for 3-4 weeks with no phone or anything.
I'm thinking of convincing my friend to come o Japan with me for the last week of the trip. I haven't seen my host family in three years. I just skyped with Yui this morning and told her I might come though she never believes me case I say that at least once a year but never save enough money. What sucks is that delta offers (I think it's delta) a flat rate which might be as cheap as 800 dollars from NYC to Tokyo. I don't remember the exact price. But the problem is that my family lives in Fukuoka now, which is far away and you have to fly there on another plane and that is like a million dollars. If they still lived in Kyoto I could find a cheap train or bus but now it's like impossible. UNLESS I am in Asia already. Flights so Seoul from Kuala Lumpur are only 300 bucks.
I guess I still write if I fell off the face of the earth because no one here or on od knows me in person. I am just sick of my life.
I've been wanting to run away and never go back for a while but the problem Is I have a dog who is half timberwolf and half Samoyed and so she is going to get HUGE soon. She is going on 4 months old now and she is already surpassing the size of the obese carin terrier my family used to have. I am in a sticky place because most apartments in the world don't allow 528 pound dogs. My landlord likes me because he is actually someone I used to work with at the un. So he will let me keep her here. I haven't found another place to take her. My dad is always eager to host her though which is what he will be doing when I'm mia.
I'm at this really huge really unnecessary coffee shop in K-town. I come here because there are hot men here all the time. But there's no wifi so I am doing all of this on my phone. I'm wearing pjs. Well really yoga pants but I don't do that shit anymore cause in lazy so now they're pjs.
September 16th is when I leave the country and I can't wait. But in the meantime I need to make a life plan and that makes me sad.
You know what happened today? Dad calls me to tell me he ran into my boss/professor that I am working for and had as a teacher for a year on his street. They are neighbors. Wtf.
I hate people but I've always loved NYC can someone explain that to me? Or how's this for irony: i used to dream of living in manhattan and now I am actually STUCK here. Like i am seriously going to be stuck in my 1400 dollar a month one bedroom apartment because I have no where else to go except to a parents house which may happen. There is an extra room at dads now cause my stepsister moved out. Birdy fly back to the nest.
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